“Be defined by a greater version of yourself”
This thought enters my mind when I am restless
The struggle encompasses my whole existence
I am at the border between senses
I try not to give in into the anger
Shouting my pain out sounds like a good idea
Smiling it hurts my face and makes me vomit
I lost my happiness
It run away when I lost my love
There is now one to answer my questions
The suffocating pain is taking over my limbs
I cannot move from this corner of darkness
I sit in silence with my higher self
She is my only faceless companion
I pray to a force unknown to me
Something is pulling me into the light
Where shall I look for guidance?
A voice is vaguely whispering beautiful mantras
Healing from within
Victoria Odey 